Girl. 20. Irish. Ireland.
Drama student. German student. Classic Hollywood-er.
Origami-ist? Singer. This blog is depressing, so be warned.

2nd April 2011

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I’ve given up nearly two years of my life for you but I’m going to start living for me now. I will no longer avoid places and events because you MIGHT be there, so that you don’t have to feel ill at ease. I love you but I have to start really living again.

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23rd March 2011

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A friend told me today Steve is leaving the country when the academic year ends. I’ll never see him again. But he’ll continue to pop up every night in my dreams while he forgets me. I know seeing him on campus and at social gatherings was painful, but not seeing him around will hurt more. I cried for the first time in a while about him. Cried hard. So much it made me vomit.

Maybe it will  be for the best. Maybe someday I won’t feel like I’m being haunted anymore. It doesn’t matter. Steve, I just want you to be happy. I love you. I always will. I’ll think about you everyday. Thank you for everything. xxxxx

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13th February 2011

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it’s okay…i’m used to being forgotten…

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2nd August 2010

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One can’t complain. I have my friends. Someone spoke to me only yesterday.

Eeyore From “Winnie the Pooh” by A. A. Milne

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2nd August 2010

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We’re friends, real friends, and that means no matter how long it takes, when you finally decide to look back, I’ll be here.

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